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Salam’alaikum, vicegerent of the Earth.

Starting from 5.00pm of May 4^th 2011, I was officially entitled as the Third Year Student of IIUM! Alhamdulillah.

My feeling? Feelings actually.. It’s all mixed up. Thankful, happy, unbelievable, and what not that I might not be able to express. Firstly, I am thankful to Allah, the Lord, of the result, whereby, with His will, I managed to pass the entire subject for Semester 2, 2010/2011 session. Alhamdulillah. That’s remarks of that I’m be able to move one more stage up to pursue my study; move on to year three~~

Happy? Yes, I’m happy, of course. Due to that He made me pass the entire subjects. No more worries of repeat or re-sit dilemmas. No more of anxiety or anxious. Alhamdulillah.

Unbelievable? Yup. What? Why? How? To dig up my semester 2 memories a.k.a. carry marks (CAM), the result of a couple of subjects shocked me up. What? What? The subjects are... (drum drooling~~) ... Post-Contract Administration for Quantity Surveyors (Post-Cont.) and Construction Economics(CE).

To be honest, I got not a really nice-to-view CAM for all my subjects. That does include those two; Post-Cont and CE. Yup, really felt sorry and ashamed for that (to myself) due to:

-Post-Cont: I used to consult with one of the lecturer, mostly on matters related to my batch. Just to say that she (the lecturer) does recognize me. Which, instead of that (consultation and recognize thing), I was among the lowest for CAM (I say). That thing was not to be pleased of.

-CE: Me and my group mates got the highest of our assignment marks; 18/20 if not mistaken. That should leads to a high CAM right? In my case, nope. Instead of that, I (also) got among the lowest (for overall CAM)

Okay, now is the time to show of what I’m shocked of. *~~~~~drum drooling~~~~~*

Shockingly, I got B+ for Post-Cont! And, and, B for CE!
Wait, I know, I know, it might not amused anyone up.
But, to think it back, I got among the lowest for both subjects! And at the end, I pass it and with quite unbelievable grade (for the lower CAM). See? See?
After all, that’s Allah supremacy. He may do whatever He wishes to. He may grant whosoever He wants to. He may take whatever He wants to. All and all, we are His tiny feeble creation. Within a second, He may do anything.

To conclude of the above story, He is the Ultimate Decision Maker. He is the one who hold man’s heart. Pray to Him for anything. Believe in Him with your utmost confidence!

Additional anecdote: My result for Measurement subject has dropped from the par. Kind of disappointed anyway. By the way, it was the first time ever that our studio-master didn’t give any hint for our examination. Isk3.